Hello everyone.. yea it is late in the night now or i shld say earli in the morning.. 4 plus and still no feel of sleeping.. i have sleeping disorder le.. hahax.. hmmm.. struggled through a bad day and night ytd.. realli not in the mood to do anything.. not even entertaining ppl while chatting in msn.. (for those i chatted with i had not put 'lol' and 'haha' ytd if u noticed). lols.. lately, too many things had came to me all at the same time.. it really pissed me of totally.. pressure given in all aspects.. kill me man.. it is really hard to carry on with this kind of life. those guo yi tian suan yi tian de re zi yi jin mei you le. that is poly life for me.. kinda lifeless.. what really pissed me of so much might be my father la.. k i agree, i had changed.. i lost all the patience i even had.. quarrel like shit day and night(or i shld say ignoring him day and night, ending his call everytime) blame me for that, wake mi up.. pull me out from where i am now.. someone PLEASE!! i started to get fed up easily too.. i think i shld apologise to everyone 1st in case i 'blow up' in front of anyone without any notice.. but of cuz i will control to the max i can.. i oso beg everyone not to agitate me unnecessarily to avoid being the victim.. ok stop with all the bullshitting.. had been pooling for 2 days liao.. kinda regular costomers of arena country club liao la.. even the auntie selling drinks and food know us.. and the counter man too.. next time get discount too.. chey.. kidding nia. nothing much happened.. just took a funny photo of cs wearing hl de jacket.. lols.. end here.. nothing much to post.. hmwk time tml!! =)
hahas. sibei ugly i tell you.. hahahax...Labels: i cant manage my stress well lyk last time.. i lost everything