My Life. Simple.

Posted at Sunday, April 27, 2008

Hello everyone.. yea it is late in the night now or i shld say earli in the morning.. 4 plus and still no feel of sleeping.. i have sleeping disorder le.. hahax..

hmmm.. struggled through a bad day and night ytd.. realli not in the mood to do anything.. not even entertaining ppl while chatting in msn.. (for those i chatted with i had not put 'lol' and 'haha' ytd if u noticed). lols.. lately, too many things had came to me all at the same time.. it really pissed me of totally.. pressure given in all aspects.. kill me man.. it is really hard to carry on with this kind of life. those guo yi tian suan yi tian de re zi yi jin mei you le. that is poly life for me.. kinda lifeless.. what really pissed me of so much might be my father la.. k i agree, i had changed.. i lost all the patience i even had.. quarrel like shit day and night(or i shld say ignoring him day and night, ending his call everytime) blame me for that, wake mi up.. pull me out from where i am now.. someone PLEASE!! i started to get fed up easily too.. i think i shld apologise to everyone 1st in case i 'blow up' in front of anyone without any notice.. but of cuz i will control to the max i can.. i oso beg everyone not to agitate me unnecessarily to avoid being the victim..

ok stop with all the bullshitting.. had been pooling for 2 days liao.. kinda regular costomers of arena country club liao la.. even the auntie selling drinks and food know us.. and the counter man too.. next time get discount too.. chey.. kidding nia. nothing much happened.. just took a funny photo of cs wearing hl de jacket.. lols.. end here.. nothing much to post.. hmwk time tml!! =)

hahas. sibei ugly i tell you.. hahahax...

Labels: i cant manage my stress well lyk last time.. i lost everything

4/27/2008 04:13:00 AM

Posted at Friday, April 25, 2008

yo! actuali here to post what happen ytd.. finali got the time to post. cuz i was reali doing hmwk la.. okay.. and chatting in the same time la.. haiz.. 7 hours sleeping time in 2 days.. for me it is hard.. tiring and aching after S&W. super paiseh lo wed afternoon.. sleeping below CC and suddenly someone sat down i raise my head and see a grp of ppl sitting down.. i was lyk who are they.. they ask if i can share seats with them. i gong gong de agreed and went back to sleep.. thinking back i was so paiseh sia.. 1 person sitting in a bench and slepping somemore.. sorry la reali tired.. 2 hr slp nia lehx.. slept for abt an hr? before pl replied and called me then eventually met me.. tgt waited till 6 for her interview. dont wanna me to wait for her BUT.. i found out that i forget to bring my bloody keys and mama will onli be home ard 8 plus 9.. so therefore waited for her lo.. yijin came out 1st.. she came to find me.. (yijin got new fren and that is peiling) chey.. went back ard 7? went to eat dinner at taman mac.. slack slack and zb called.. 3 of us chit chat and walk home all the way from taman to her hse then my hse.. hehes. fun day though!! =)

Argh.. today late for lecture.. nvm tml will not liao la!! wahahahaha.. =)

Labels: i love chatting with you

4/25/2008 01:26:00 AM

Posted at Wednesday, April 23, 2008

yea.. bowling is kinda fun.. but guys face the reality man. 'Get a 195 and above and you a booking a place in the team.' said by the coach. i mean for those who know me.. 195 i jump from 200 storey high oso cant get la.. nvm 3 months or give up.. my motto.. lols.. not that i 3 fen zhong re du, is that within 3 mth i cant get the standard i want then i know i am not talented in bowling.. so see how la.. nah.. today is rather a bad day.. someone is angry...... zZz.. i am a lousy comforter though.. i oso dont know what to say.. bus journey is rather emo one.. lols.. so decided to slp lo.. cuz really tiring and not talking at all.. actuali i dont even know she left till wx said byebye. then i realise 154 reaches lakeside liao.. sianned, boring. went back put down all my bloody stuff and went to bathe.. still quite emo while on my way to sch.. sian msg our miss owl 4 and jer, all not free liao.. wah damn sian.. then solo in atrium sitting there aimlessly. msg yijin, finali someone i know is still in sch!! yes miss owl 3 is in school!!!!!!!! rushed to ourspace to chit chat with her.. lols a bit paiseh cuz her fren all there.. then i realise.. ss nel yl oso in ourspace so rather, i went to chat with them till i meet my bowling seniors. yea thats how i so call end my day.. rush back actuali to get some rest but again.. temptation.. MSN! lols.. chat chat chat and at least i know you are better.. lols.. ltr IS sian la.. no mood play liao.. liverpool last min own goal.. sian ji pua.. haiz..

btw, thankz devo for your lovely card and really sorry i dont know the previous card is inside the paper.. hai ni waste your lunch go hlp me buy.. reali thankz and sorry la hor.. but it is worth it de lo for you.. i hlp u guys plan the meeting lehx.. see i so good so 1 more card for me is dui de lo.. =P.

see this 20X more expensive lovely card by devo to me.

the rest dont envy ah.. wahahahahaha..

Labels: nah.. bad day.

4/23/2008 05:15:00 AM

Posted at Monday, April 21, 2008

Yo!! sadded i was quite busy in my second week in doing hmwk etc etc.. i feel the stress liao!! i wan at least GPA 3.5 for this sem!!(aim onli la.. aim dont need money ma right?) Hahax.. i know a bit erm high but as a BA students, we muz aim high! ok.. sian.. CATS rather sux.. i hate CATS. hmwk kills me too.. havent really get into the mood of doing hmwk yet but i know i have to change asap to reach my aim.. gonna study soon! i wan listen to devo i dont wan regret lyk her.. wahahahahax.. okay la. crap anyway.. this is a short one.. still thinking of changing my skin but finding my ideal black and white theme is rather hard.. as u all know black and white some times=plain boring (like what some ppl say.)but still no other colors yet currently for the rest few months or even years.. using lappy and on-ing my fan then found out that my hair changes!!

EXAMPLE FROM:

from this with no fan.. to:

this... to:

and then to:

TO:

THIS! FUNNY LAME.. okay cuz i am reali boring and dont know post what le.. BYE!! =) PS: today is rather a happy day.. chit chat time.. lala~

4/21/2008 10:11:00 PM

Posted at Saturday, April 19, 2008

Yea yoyoyoyo! btw i had finalise the meeting place for those who dont know.. 1st meeting will be at atrium next week.. for the benefit of those avengers 9 freshies who will nv view this post i will send everyone a msg when friday is coming.. lols.. okay.. ops sry devo i fallen slp while chatting ytd.. okay.. it is tired de lo.. i rmb i last seen the msg is 4.36am? lols.. suddenly woke up at 6 plus.. i was lyk OMG! the sky was alr lightened up liao lo.. shito.. ltr afternoon still nd go out.. quickly switched off my lappy and return to slp.. and finali woke up by adel msg.. posting pic at night most proably. =)

PS: this is actuali for ytd de.. but fallen aslp so nv post.. =)

4/19/2008 12:22:00 PM

Posted at Thursday, April 17, 2008

Hey hey.. this msg is for all the Avengers 9!!! So i finalise the meeting time and date.. It will be on every friday 1pm.. the location will most likely at the atrium.. This i still have to ask Devo.. So not finalise yet.. so those in 1.2 de oso muz come okay!! lols.. Alan too if u are seeing my blog.. You are welcomed!! So 1pm next week!! btw for tml.. those 1.1 module de will most likely be meeting with devo they all if they are free... for those in 1.2 are you all free after 11?? if possible all meet at OURSPACE@72? okay with it??? please view my blog.. wahahahahahax.. =)

4/17/2008 09:52:00 PM

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Ok.. this message is for those in Avengers 9!! As what i told some of you all, I am planning for a meeting or gathering with Devo they all(SBs &SCs) every week for lunch.. After studying all the time table, i realise that most of us will be free on friday 1pm? But actually i havent really checked with all of the freshies yet.. So therefore i decided to arrange the gathering on every friday 1pm.. further notices on the meeting will be posted up asap after confirming with Devo again okay? anyone who cant make it please tell mi in msn, tag me or just contact mi.. thanks.. By the way to Devo: How abt Alan???? He is welcome too!! lols..

4/17/2008 12:21:00 AM

Posted at Tuesday, April 15, 2008

okay.. today went back for just 1 single hour of lesson.. is veri the lame de lo.. reach at 1050+.. the canteen was alr full okay! i mean almost full. found a 6 ppl table and sat down.. knowing that you would be there by 11+.. wait waiting and waited.. ok.. i tell you what.. is embarrassed de lo.. everyone is lyk looking at me.. thinking that i muz be veri selfish for 'owning' a table for six when i am solo.. what can i say.. haiz.. end up waited 40 min before finally someone arrived.. crystal and tj.. kinda fed up alr.. not sure why today is just a bad day.. maybe is due to my stomach.. aches lyk bloody hell the moment i reached the canteen.. i hate it.. i knew i gonna had food poisoning soon..(my usual illness) feeling weak.. even playing cz pissed me off(for the every 1st time). angry angry and pain!! kinda struggled thru my lecture.. i shldnt eat the what ar? lanzagnas?(dont know how to spell) the veri moment i reach home, i rushed to the toilet. everytime i eat, i felt bloated.. and needed to toilet so often.(for 'big' business) feeling so sleepy and weak.. but too bad i still gonna go IS tml.. luckily not much things needed to be done tml as heard from LO.. hope tml will be an easy day.. =)

Labels: sick

4/15/2008 10:30:00 PM

Posted at Monday, April 14, 2008

Yo! sch starts today.. but 1st i gonna post the photos in BAOC(although devo and brenda both alr post le and maybe others too but i post to let my fren see.) lols.. BA camp is shuang de lo.. veri fun indeed after the 1st day cuz 1st is reali freaking boring.. most were just entertaining the SBs and SCs.. but is all changes on the second day.. all so enthu.. i was kinda shocked and so i join in the fun too.. lols.. AVENGERS 9 ROX! GOOD JOB GOOD JOB! *clap clap*. so some photos here.. but i not posting all.. cuz some is lame de lo.. lols..

1st day

yewjin,zijian,jingan,zingzai,me,jerrold,jonathan,chonghao
kelly,jiongxin,casherine,devo,tingting,hasyimah,brenda,hsiaoyu,(forget her name) and yijin

one more!

part of the group..

the other part.. but still not complete

devo,cash,kelly and jiong xin =)

and ding ren, ryan and weijian, playful guys..

so a group photo for them

and then the guys tio bullied!

casherine act emo.

see what dingren is trying to do to ryan!

revenge time! dingren you are dead

dingren returns!

everyone's look is so gong.

one bench for us..

the other for ladies.. why is jerrold there??

casherine: TIME TO PLAY...

ENTANGLE!

one photo while we are still tangled!

future leader

i look so gong there.. i am tired le la..

who is seducing jerrold?

End of day 2. start of day 3. went earli to celebrate weijian bdae. less words more photos.. see.....

see the cake. MANGO!

the so call 13 year old birthday boy.. lols.

nice.

chio

swee!! GOOD JOB GOOD JOB *clap clap*

wish wish wish..

wah. kua tio gui

act cute!

lame photo cant reali see us..

so the 3 days ended.. veri fun.. i love those in AVENGERS 9 cuz they all my 1st group of friends in np.. so friendship last long hope we will have a good time in np okay??

thankz you. xie xie ni de shi jian. thanks for listening to my long long story.. i feel much better now.. i think you know who you are.. 14/4 night time.. =) really thanks...

Labels: xie xie

4/14/2008 10:50:00 AM

Posted at Sunday, April 13, 2008

Btw after much consideration.. i decide there is nothing to hide.. although most of the people alr know but some still don't know.. so i use this chance to announce that yes sadly i am single now(meaning we broke up) this actuali happened quite a long time ago(29th feb).. but of course i hide the truth from all of u all as i dont know how to face the reality.. but of course this period of time, those who knew it helped me a lot. especially crystal zhen bei and so on.. that might be why i could still be posting here.. i had alr spared all my tears for you and i dont wanna cry anymore.. i wanted to stay happy and do what i used to do and continue to be the one that i used to be.. the incident affected me a lot, much more than anything that happened in my whole 16+years.. but yet u are still the most important person to me.. although i cant be by your side all the time now, but u will always have my blessings.. so everyone stay happy and stay positive.. if u think you are the worst in the world.. think there is much more ppl with worser situation than you all.. okay? I announced the reopening of my BLOG! =)

Labels: wo yong yuan bu hui wang ji ni cheng jin gei guo wo de ai.

4/13/2008 04:03:00 AM